My thaughts

I sit and wonder why oh why can't I ,I look up to you just to have hope,I pray and pray will that one day ever come .I yern and devote a lot of my time to you.I reach out on a limb and grab ahold I know you have a lot to give,I believe,I understand that in time,the one you have chosen will come to me.I wonder everyday perhaps if he is finding me,As you look upon me and watch over me.As I know I have sinned and yet I have been saved over and over.It was not too long ago when I did not know where to even begin,I looked for help I search for help was then you sent me a dear friend Mariam,I have accepted you as well as others into my life.For me to have faith has started to taken place I know in time as i grow with you and my honest true friends my life will only get better it is when I take those few steps backwards when It's  not enough.To have faith for you is not a big thing as I know you have died on the cross for all to live on and endure life as we know it.I care for one man but,I must wait and see if it will be,If not then in time mine will come.God Bless you Jesus for I know you are mine.

Turkkey Day

As I look out my window,
this Thanksgiving


As I look out my window, this Thanksgiving
I see a child watching the snow fall from the trees
There are children going for a sleigh ride
If I walked in the park, all would be silent
And I could hear, if I listened quietly,
God talking to me

As I look out my window, remembering
I see a child, with brown curls down to her waist
A beautiful dress, with white stockings and black shoes
I was a little fairy princess
With a mother who loved me too

As I look out my window, this Thanksgiving
I see a countryside I have never seen before
There are horses, dogs to pet,
Birds singing in the trees
There are owls and deer in the distance
I love the life I see

As I look out my window, this Thanksgiving
I turn my head and think
This family must know what I would like to say
For the candle they put in their window,
Shows me where I come from and who I am
Then I can really see "God's Art" on Thanksgiving Day

I thank you Jesus for giving me
Something I wanted more than any gift could give
A new family and to live with all You created
As I walk upon life's path
This thanksgiving, I give thanks for the food
But, most of all, My Dear Jesus
Thankyou for giving me your heart, so I can see, at last.

A friends death

You never know how much someone truly means to you until they are in heaven and never having the chance to say your goodbye's till later on when you meet up again.My friend Jose And his wife Mariam mean the world to me I keep asking myself why me well I guess everyone has a time to go I just do not think he lived a long enough Life He was a fatherly person he was kind generous and  loved his wife with all his heart and soul.Loved the children as well You see his wife and he had had there share of problems but,they somehow always got threw things.These two people are how i had wish my life was well maybe someday.Anyhow I know he is in a better place in no health pain anymore,But he left his beloved family behind faith yes does pull you threw but,the strenght of gods will only endures for so long.May my friend rest in Piece.And his family learn to pick up and move on little by little whatever they need I will do my best to help.

Chinese

My fortune, Among the lucky you are the chosen one.

chinese

My  fortune Ha!       You have an active mind and a keen imagination.

poem

        My gift to you         I live through my dark exsistence only to bask in your beauty//your eyes that shine like saphires your smile that brightens even my sad exsistence// I envy the wind that runs through your hair that touches your lips//I long to touch you to hold you in my arms but I cannot for yourheart belongs to another//So I can only love you from afar your friendship means more to me than anything this world providesbutlike an angel you touched my heart In a waythat I've never felt beforecause I've never known what love is until this day//I know that we are only friends but my heart wishes to be more So I will hope and dream that one day I can feel you in my arms and say I love you.

poem

As I walk threw life.It has it's up's and down's.To love them is to never let go.To move forward is to learn to love myself.To find him is all left in higher powers.To embraceis to look upon his face.To cherish him and hold him forever and ever.Just one chance,I'd hold him close and never let him go.To feel loved is to love you yourself and there will be love.

Life

How can you buy a tootsie Roll When you can't even crawl .lol

God

God's  Been Good to Me    I'm mindful of the blessings that come my way each day.  My Heart is overflowing each time I kneel to pray.I'm thankful for the seasons; each one's a masterpiece.I'm allowed to work the land,but God still holds the lease.I'm greatful for the friendships that brighten sorrow's way,Because my cup of happiness sustains me every day.I love the children and the flowers that decorate my life And the quiet,gentle hours I spend with my wife.I'm greatful for eyes that see the beauty of it all Because God's been good to me and blessed me through it all. I'm thankful for the little things that fill my life with love.The best things in life are free;they come from  God above!

God

God's  Been Good to Me    I'm mindful of the blessings that come my way each day.  My Heart is overflowing each time I kneel to pray.I'm thankful for the seasons; each one's a masterpiece.I'm allowed to work the land,but God still holds the lease.I'm greatful for the friendships that brighten sorrow's way,Because my cup of happiness sustains me every day.I love the children and the flowers that decorate my life And the quiet,gentle hours I spend with my wife.I'm greatful for eyes that see the beauty of it all Because God's been good to me and blessed me through it all. I'm thankful for the little things that fill my life with love.The best things in life are free;they come from  God above!